Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Answers finally

well on the 12th my beta was 2430 and today it was 14.. so we now know I have had a miscarriage. Finally after a month we get answers. I am glad its over, but sad at the result.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Bad news.. I think?

Well it took a very long time for me to post this news. Because I am so unsure of whats going on.

My levels have been going up very slowly (HCG) I am pregnant... but no one knows if Its viable.

I had an ultrasound on my birthday that showed a sac that measured small. Then I went home to take a birthday nap and woke up covered in blood. SO I went to the ER, and was diagnosed a "threated Miscarriage" not a complete miscarriage because my cervix is closed and my levels where over 2430... so I was put on bedrest and now I am waiting for my next Ultrasound to see if the baby is gone or is still ok.. No one knows and everyone is too scared to breathe let alone hope.